J.J. Stark
February
2016
Week 8
IGNITE
Class 10
Inductive
Bible Study (IBS)
Let him follow Me
“If anyone serves Me, let him follow Me; and
where I am, there My servant will be also. If anyone serves Me, him My Father
will honor.” – John 12:26 (NKJV)
Going
through this passage of Scripture ripped open me pretty deep and reminds me of
the burden that was laid on my heart before I came to IGNITE. I had a heaviness and this sense that I was
not truly walking out my faith. Yes, I
was what could probably be considered a strong believer, and I had faith, but I
wasn’t being very consistent in my daily life.
I still would find myself being borderline mechanical in reading my
bible, going to youth group, attending church, and even leading the worship service
at church. I still was learning things,
but wasn’t really applying them, except for an occasional item here and there
that stuck out to me. Like I said
before, I had a sort of heaviness, even before hearing about IGNITE. Thinking about it now, here at IGNITE after I
have found freedom from it, I believe I was still wrestling with the mindset
that I had to “earn” my salvation…I knew in my head that I didn’t have to, but
still was walking as if I had to make up for the things I messed up in by doing
something better. I was trying to take
more than just responsibility – more like I was, in a sense, in the sacrifice
mindset. This wore me out physically, mentally, and spiritually, mainly because
I was, once again, trying to do it on my own strength. And, because it wasn’t working, the
realization hit me that I needed to re-evaluate my faith. The entire passage of John 12:23-28 is very
applicable here, as Jesus talks about someone truly committing to Him. Starting in verse 23: 23But Jesus
answered them, saying, “The hour has come
that the Son of Man should be glorified.”
I wasn’t giving Christ the full glory in my life or letting Him have
full control. Continuing with 24, “Most assuredly I say to you, unless a
grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it remains alone; but if it
dies, it produces much grain.” I
wasn’t dying to myself and was still trying to retain parts of other lifestyles
that ended up hindering my spiritual productivity. Onto 25…
“25He who loves his live will lose it, and he who hates his life in
this world will keep it for eternal life.”
This one went straight to my core when reading this…So often I cling to
worldly material things, selfishly LOVING my life and having the mindset of “I.”
“26 If anyone serves Me, let him follow Me; and where I am,
there My servant will be also. If anyone serves Me, him My Father will honor.” This
is what I was NOT doing. My walk wasn’t
lining up with my talk, I was acting like two people at times, and I realized
that if I am serious about my faith, I will passionately seek after the Lord,
following steadily. A true disciple
followed wherever his master went, leaving everything behind, giving full
devotion. The fisherman dropped their
nets and followed Jesus. Verse 27
switches gears a little bit, where Jesus is talking directly to His Father
about the future crucifixion, asking that the burden may in any way be removed
from Him. He says “27Now My
soul is troubled, and what shall I say? ‘Father, save Me from this hour’? But for this purpose I came to this hour.”
Jesus finishes with the first part of verse 28, “28Father, glorify Your name...” Jesus Christ, with all
His power and glory, laid it aside and submitted to the will of His Father for
the purpose to save a wretch like me, and give the ultimate glory to God. This is the key… oh Lord God let this become
my prayer – Father glorify Your name. I
want to hear the end of verse 28 – Then a voice came from heaven, saying, “I have glorified it and will glorify it
again.”
Application: Today I will help serve all the
meals, and be one of the last people through the meal lines.
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